Montag, 6. Januar 2014

your home is where your heart is and a part of mine will always be in Louisiana!

HOWDY Y'ALL

Today is a really special day for me, it has been one year since i left for my adventure in Louisiana! Exactly 365 days ago at night me and my friends sat in my room and talked about the six months will not be in Germany, at home. To be honest at this time I was so scared. I was scared of my host family, of my host sister, of the school and i was really worried about finding friends. And now, i actually wish i hadn't found friends at all, because then i wouldn't be in tears right now because i miss them so much lol.

I still remember when i started crying so bad in my mother's arms at the airport at January 6th right before i entered the plane, but that was not even half as bad my goodbye when i left America! I don't know... i didn't think it would be that hard, but now i has been 6 months since i am back home here in Germany and i still miss all these people so bad and if somebody offered me to go there for another year, I would! I think just exchange students can tell how this feeling is like, because it is not only like missing some persons or the fun you had, it is like missing home and knowing you probably won't be able to go back, and when you will come back one day maybe everything has changed. I really miss my second home and I am so scared people over there will forget me!

Seriously I cannot find any words to tell y'all how much i miss you and all the special things, you probably do not even now how special y'all are to me and how special some things you did were. I miss going shopping in walmart, even it is a kinda weird but we do not have any stores like walmart where you can have so much fun lol, i really miss driving around with your friends, because i loved the feeling about being able to go everywhere you want without asking your parents to pick you up and stuff, i miss cheerleaders, baseball, basketball, I even miss the teachers, because they are alot more personal and friendlier than the German teachers lol, i miss driving the yellow school bus and going to the mall! Can you see? All this things seem to be normal for you and you are probably doing them every day, but they have been so special for me, and i didn't know that i will miss them so much! But most of all I really miss the people, the people I met over there weren't just some random people for me, they became family! I still know how much i sometimes missed my german family when i was over there, but it was different I knew i will see them again soon, but I dont know when i will see the people over there again, maybe never. That that really makes me sad! I often think about that i should have spent more time with them insteat for example writing this blog or skyping with my german family lol...

I hope y'all know now that I haven't forgot about you! And i will never, because your home is where your heart is and a part of mine will always be in Louisiana! I one day I will come back and I will hopefully see y'all again. Thank you for the awesome time, without you it would not have been like that!

I really miss you, america became a part of me! Never forget that!